ONE IN THE SAME

For the many reasons my heart won't stop beating, for the many reasons the pain won't go away. For the many reasons I smile and for the many reasons I cry. I feel like I am trapped in life, when all it takes is one bullet. I thought I meant something to you, but I guess I am worthless, just like I am worthless to my "MOTHER". The unforgettable nights and the impossible mornings when I cried out to God. I cried and cried so much, it felt like my soul was well rested. As I write each letter and each word, as my emotions spill out, my pen moves letting me know that there is a way out. I feel like I am not alone. I know that their are others out there going through the hurt, pain and agony, I just wish that I could be with them.