LONG DISTANCE

I HAVE BEEN AWAY FOR TOO LONG, THE PAIN HAS HIT ME STRONG. I ALWAYS WANTED TO FLEE THE SCENE, BECAUSE I WAS AFRAID OF WHAT IT WOULD DO TO ME. BUT NOW I WANT IT BECAUSE THIS LONG DISTANCE IS KILLING ME. I NEVER KNEW THE LOVE FOR SOMEONE WOULD MAKE YOU FEEL THIS WAY, BUT SOMETIMES ITS BEST TO STAY AWAY. I TRY TO HOLD BACK MY TEARS BECAUSE THE THOUGHT OF MY CRYING IS THE REALITY THAT MY SOUL IS DYING. I THOUGHT THE PAIN WAS OVER, BUT IT IS TRUE WHEN THEY SAY THAT PAIN IS LOVE...BUT I GUESS I HAVE COME TO A REALIZATION THAT ITS A TRUE STATEMENT BECAUSE JESUS HAS DIED FOR ME. HE LOVED ME SOOOO MUCH, THAT HE GAVE HIS LIFE. NOW THAT'S LOVE. I DON'T KNOW HOW TO FEEL ANY MORE, BUT I HAVE NO CONTROL OVER MY FEELINGS. THIS TO SHALL COME TO PASS.