ME

WHAT I LOVE ABOUT ME IS THAT I AM UNIQUE. I LOVE THAT I AM SO WILLING TO EXCEPT GROWTH AND CHANGE AND LEARN NEW THINGS. I FOLLOW MY OWN LEAD AND I AM PROUD OF THE DECISIONS THAT I HAVE MADE IN MY LIFE. I AM NOT PREFECT BY ANY MEANS, BUT WHAT'S WRONG WITH STRIVING? I AM FULL OF LAUGHTER AND I LOVE TO MAKE OTHERS AROUND ME HAPPY. I DON'T LIKE NEGATIVITY, BUT I HAD TO GROW INTO THAT. HAVING A TROUBLED CHILDHOOD WASN'T ALWAYS EASY TO DEAL WITH, BUT WITH GOD I WAS ABLE TO FACE AND CONQUER. I AM VERY ADVENTURES AND WOULD LOVE TO TRAVEL THE WHOLE WIDE WORLD SOME DAY.(SERIOUSLY...ONE MESSAGE I WANT TO LEAVE YOU WITH IS NEVER BE AFRAID TO BE YOU, THATS WHAT MAKES YOU DIFFERENT, ITS NOTHING WRONG WITH NOT FITTING IN BECAUSE WE WERE BORN TO STAND OUT. GOD MADE US ALL UNIQUE AND SPECIAL IN OUR OWN WAY. STAY POSITIVE, SURROUNDING YOURSELF WITH POSITIVE PEOPLE. REMEMBER LOVE OTHERS AS CHRIST LOVES US. STAY BLESSED. KrM

THIS IS WHAT I WANT IT TO LOOK LIKE WHEN I GET OFF OF THE PLANE. :)

HOLLYWOOD IS NOT FOR EVERYONE

POETRY IS LIKE MY HEART BEATS. WRITING IS ONE OF MY PASSIONS.

What Is HipH0P?

WHO'S HOUSE? RUN'S HOUSE.

L0VE

A PROFOUNDLY TENDER, PASSIONATE AFFECTION FOR ANOTHER PERSON.

THE 3 MEANINGS BEHIND ME

THESE 3 BOOKS REPRESENT A PART OF ME. I LOVE TO WRITE POETRY OR ANY KIND OF FEELING THAT I FEEL AT THAT MOMENT. WRITING POETRY FOR ME IS LIKE COOKING TO A CHEF. WRITING BRINGS OUT MY INNER MOST DEEPEST THOUGHTS, DESPAIR, AND EMOTIONS (WHETHER HAPPY, SAD, LONELY, SCARED, GOOFY, MYSTERIOUS)YOU GET THE POINT LOL. I(HEART)WRITING

FAMILY

I AM VERY FAMILY ORIENTATED. I LOVE TO BE AROUND MY FAMILY AND THOSE WHO LOVE TO BE AROUND ME. FAMILY IS A VERY BIG IMPORTANT PRIORITY IN MY LIFE. I DON'T HAVE ANY CHILDREN, BUT I DO HAVE SIBLINGS AND I HAVE NIECES AND NEPHEWS WHO I LOVE DEARLY. WHEN YOU ARE AROUND FAMILY, YOU ARE VERY COMFORTABLE, YOU CAN BE YOURSELF AND MOST OF ALL YOU ARE LOVED. *

FAMILY 1ST*

LONG DISTANCE

I HAVE BEEN AWAY FOR TOO LONG, THE PAIN HAS HIT ME STRONG. I ALWAYS WANTED TO FLEE THE SCENE, BECAUSE I WAS AFRAID OF WHAT IT WOULD DO TO ME. BUT NOW I WANT IT BECAUSE THIS LONG DISTANCE IS KILLING ME. I NEVER KNEW THE LOVE FOR SOMEONE WOULD MAKE YOU FEEL THIS WAY, BUT SOMETIMES ITS BEST TO STAY AWAY. I TRY TO HOLD BACK MY TEARS BECAUSE THE THOUGHT OF MY CRYING IS THE REALITY THAT MY SOUL IS DYING. I THOUGHT THE PAIN WAS OVER, BUT IT IS TRUE WHEN THEY SAY THAT PAIN IS LOVE...BUT I GUESS I HAVE COME TO A REALIZATION THAT ITS A TRUE STATEMENT BECAUSE JESUS HAS DIED FOR ME. HE LOVED ME SOOOO MUCH, THAT HE GAVE HIS LIFE. NOW THAT'S LOVE. I DON'T KNOW HOW TO FEEL ANY MORE, BUT I HAVE NO CONTROL OVER MY FEELINGS. THIS TO SHALL COME TO PASS.

IM SINKING

I dont know how to feel anymore. I want to be happy, but I feel sad, but most of I want to be grateful to be here. I just feel like i died and everyone has forgotten about me. Trying to branch out and do different things, just isn't working. I am trying to stay focus on my priorities and be happy at the same time. I took a nap, and I couldn't sleep because I did not want to be here. I wanted to go out side and enjoy the weather. I wanted to be with my "family" but like i said i feel like the connection is slowly fading away and I won't want the signal back after a while. blah, i just hate feeling this way. It brings me to a point where I become overwhelmed about everything. It makes me start looking and doing things that I really want to do, but is making up for the lack of or a better word that missing piece. One day I will come together.